Monday, December 30, 2013

벌써 1년 반

2013년이 거의 끝난 이 시점에서 지난 1년을 되돌아보며 드는 생각는 '벌써 여기에 몸 담은지 1년 반이라는 시간이 흘렀네...'

보통은 뭘 잘했을까 뭘 잘못했을까 자기성찰의 시간을 갖는다고들 하는데... (혹은 적어도 그렇게 배우며 자라왔는데...), 올 한해는 잘하고 잘못하고를 떠나서 참 별일 없이 지나갔다. 뭐 물론 중간중간에 이런저런 일이 있었지만, 만약 없었다면 사는게 사는게 아니겠지.

올해는 도대체 무엇을 하며 살았는지 모르겠다. 생각을 아무리 해봐도 뭐 회사가고 일하고 그 이상은 생각이 안난다. 오죽하면 올 겨울 첫 캐롤송을 25일 성탄미사 가서 들었을까?

후... 1월이 되면 어차피 올해 다 못끝낸 마지막 프로젝트s 이어서 쭉 할테고 학교도 다시 시작할테고 비지니스 확장도 할테고.

까짓껏, 이 악물고 한해만 더 버티자. 그럼 내년 12월에 또 비슷한 소리 하고 있겠지.....

그러다보면 혹시 아나, 언젠간 다 크고 늙어서 죽을때 기다리며 삶의 마지막 여유를 즐기고 있을 늙은이가 되어있을지.


Sunday, December 15, 2013

영혼의 마음

영혼의 마음

할머니는 사람들은 누구나 두 개의 마음을 갖고 있다고 하셨다.

하나의 마음은 몸이 살아가는 데 필요한 것들을 꾸려가는 마음이다. 몸을 위해서 잠자리나 먹을 것 따위를 마련할 때는 이 마음을 써야 한다. 그리고 짝짓기를 하고 아이를 가지려 할 때도 이 마음을 써야 한다. 자기 몸이 살아가려면 누구나 이 마음을 가져야 한다. 그런데 우리에게는 이런 것들과 전혀 관계없는 또 다른 마음이 있다. 할머니는 이 마음을 영혼의 마음이라고 부르셨다.



만일 몸을 꾸려가는 마음이 욕심을 부리고 교활한 생각을 하거나 다른 사람을 해칠 일만 생각하고 다른 사람을 이용해서 이익 볼 생각만 하고 있으면..... 영혼의 마음은 점점 졸아들어서 밤톨보다 더 작아지게 된다.

몸이 죽으면 몸을 꾸려가는 마음도 함께 죽는다. 하지만 다른 못든 것이 다 없어져도 영혼의 마음만은 그대로 남아 있는다. 그래서 평생 욕심부리면서 살아온 사람은 죽고 나면 밤톨만한 영혼밖에 남아 있지 않게 된다. 사람은 누구나 다 다시 태어나게 되는데, 그런 사람이 다시 세상에 태어날 때에는 밤톨만한 영혼만을 갖고 태어나게 되어 세상의 어떤 것도 이해할 수 없게 된다.

몸을 꾸려가는 마음이 그보다 더 커지면, 영혼의 마음은 땅콩알만하게 줄어들었다가 결국에는 그것마저도 완전히 사라지고 만다. 말하자면 영혼의 마음을 완전히 잃게 되는 것이다.

그런 사람들은 살아 있어도 죽은 사람이 되고 만다. 할머니는 어디서나 쉽게 죽은 사람들을 찾아낼 수 있다고 하셨다. 여자를 봐도 더러운 것만 찾아내는 사람, 다른 사람들에게서 나쁜 것만 찾아내는 사람, 나무를 봐도 아름답다고 여기지 않고 목재와 돈덩어리로만 보는 사람, 이런 사람들이 죽은 사람들이었다. 할머니 말씀에 따르면 그런 사람들은 걸어다니는 죽은 사람들이었다.

영혼의 마음은 근육과 비슷해서 쓰면 쓸수록 더 커지고 강해진다. 마음을 더크로 튼튼하게 가꿀 수 있는 비결은 오직 한 가지, 상대를 이해하는 데 마음을 쓰는 것 뿐이다. 게다가 몸을 꾸려가는 마음이 욕심부르는 걸 그만두지 않으면 영혼의 마음으로 가는 문은 절대 열리지 않는다. 욕심을 부리지 않아야 비로소 이해라는 것을 할 수 있기 때문이다. 반대로 더 많이 이해하려고 노력하면 영혼의 마음도 더 커진다. 할머니는 이해와 사랑은 당연히 같은 것이라고 하셨다. 이해하지도 못하면서 사랑하는 체하는 사람들이 있긴 하지만, 그런 사랑은 진정한 사랑이 아니라고 하시면서.....

그 말을 듣고 나는 모든 사람을 잘 이해하기로 마음먹었다. 밤톨만한 영혼을 갖고 싶지는 않았기 때문이다.

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

직장생활, 사회생활

직장 생활을 시작한지 어연 6년째... 아버지께선 내가 회사도 힘들고 고생한다 그러면 '직장생활이, 사회생활이 쉽나?'라고 말씀하시지만...

그 동안 뭔가 더 괜찮은 기회가 있다면 옮기고싶고 '회사 그만 둘까?' 하는 질문을 스스로에게 했었던 적은 꽤 많지만... 짜증도 나고 의욕이 없었던 경우도 꽤 있지만...

어렵게 살아가는 사람들에겐(?) 미안한 말이지만, 오늘처럼 뒷일 생각 없이 '회사 때려치고 싶다.' 라는 의문도 아닌 마음이 강하게 들었던 적은 없다.

몇십년씩 일하고, 수십년이라는 세월동안 가족들을 부양해오신 아버지들 아저씨들, 참말로 존경스럽다는 생각이 퇴근하며 들었던 오늘, 이 짤빵보며 그저 허무하게 웃지요.

Monday, November 11, 2013

Ending fall, 그리고 햇빛.

Ending fall, 그리고 햇빛.

나무들도 옷이 헤지고, 하여튼 춥고 배고프고 헐벗은 겨울이 오고있다.



심장이 막 쿵쾅쿵쾅 두근두근 하진 않지만 따수운 가을의 막바지를 보내고 기분 좋은 겨울을 맞이할 차례.

Well, the winter's only 40 days away, officially.

겨울 따숩게 보내기 준비중♡

Thursday, November 7, 2013

Rainy, but what a heavy day...

겨울이 잠시 부끄러움을 타나보다. 아니면 열심히 달려오다가 힘들어서 쉬고있거나.

갑자기 너무 따뜻해졌거든. 지인의 말을 빌리면 군대가 훨씬 더 따뜻하다 할 정도로  겨울이 성큼성큼 다가오는 것이 느껴졌지만 말이야, 오늘은 그 녀석이 잠시 멈춰섰나보다. 최고기온은 17도까지. 하지만 내일 새벽 최저기온은 다시 영하라는게 함정.

뭔가 이번주에 굉장히 일이 많기도 했었고... 하여튼 답답한 상태에 it started raining around the lunch time. 빗방울 소리가 매우 크게 들려 '이제 좀 시원해지려나...' 했는데 비 조차도 답답하게 많이내린다. It's not going to help me at all, especially with the commute :(

이번 겨울은 최대한 빨리 지나갔으면 좋겠다. 최대한 남은 힘을 다 짜내서 프로젝트 서너개정도 더 하다 보면 11월 말이 금방 올테고, 11월 말엔 추수감사절 연휴라 쉬고 한달 뒤면 성탄절에 새해맞이 하고. 갑자기 내년이 기대된다. Counting down for 2014 holidays already (the schedule may vary from employer to employer, state to state)

01/01/2014 - New Year's Day
02/17/2014 - President's Day
05/26/2014 - Memorial Day
07/04/2014 - Independence Day
09/01/2014 - Labor Day
11/27/2014 - Thanksgiving Day
11/28/2014 - Day after Thanksgiving
12/25/2014 - Christmas Day

Hmm... this kinna sucks.... I was getting only 7 holidays / year off????????

Arg, bummer.

Monday, November 4, 2013

On a Monday of November, 2013, waiting for the winter to come...

Who's ready for...?

겨울이 다가온다. 생각만 해도 끔찍할 겨울이.


그나마 다행인 점은 회사 회계년도는 3월에 끝나서 재무보고 할 것은 없지만 (물론 매니져와 디렉터의 업무긴 하지만 그래도 어카운팅 모듈에서 자료 뽑아주고 필터링해주고 리포트 작성해주고 해야한다....)....

땡스기빙과 크리스마스, 새해 등이 끼어서 프로젝트가 뜻대로 나아가진 않겠지... 덕분에 스트레스와 짜증은 머리 끝까지 올라올테고.

사람들 일하기 싫어서 아무리 우리팀에서 열심히 개발해주고 프로젝트 진행이 되어도 UAT도 힘들테고... 하나 끝나도 대기중인 프로젝트가 여럿이라 일은 절대 끝이 안보일테고.
난 하릴없이 컴퓨터 스크린만 동공암 걸릴 정도로 쳐다보며 살만 뒤룩뒤룩 찌겠지. 이번 겨울이 지나면.

컴퓨터가 좋았던, 지금도 좋은 나긴 하지만, 도대체 IT쟁이의 길을 왜 걸으려 했는지, 왜 아직도 하는지 지금은 잘 모르겠다. What's so cool about IT??

하여튼, 이번 겨울엔 눈이 너무 많지도, 적지도 않게 '적당히' 내렸음 좋겠다. 겨울이라는 것을 느낄 수 있을 만큼만. Yet, I have a feeling that this winter will be heart-warm :)

Sunday, September 22, 2013

추억잡이

분명히 2년전에 왔을때도 머물렀는데.

페인트가 새로웠다는건 이번에 처음 봤다.


분명히 2년전에 왔을때도 가서 먹었던 것 같은데.

예전에 떠나기 전 기억으로는 모밀국수가 2,000원이고 사리가 500원이었는데, 확실히 시간이 흐르긴 흘렀구나ㅠ

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Here I come!

Finally a long foreseen vacation for 2.5 weeks, off to Korea!

The only two problems? I'm not even close to be done packing, and I'm still scratching my head trying to figure out what to do.

But... what the heck, a 2-week vacation without doing much can be something, don't you think?

Sunday, September 8, 2013

'What the heck is Case Iron?'

At my current job, we use IBM's Cast Iron as the integration middleware, and we do encounter many exchange/integration issues (not from Cast Iron's fault though).

And, to say a bit about my career, after college graduation, I've been in a software company's support environment, where we had a "case" for each 'incident'.

For my first job/1-tier, I've probably processed 30 cases a day, and doing a rough math, that's about 7,200 cases a year. Yup, that's a lot.

When I moved on, I still processed (includes closing and escalating) 400+ cases a year. And I stayed at this company for 4.5 years, so imagine how many times I've typed the word "case".

Now, whenever I type an 's', I have a habit of typing 'se' automatically, such as gas -> gase.... and it gets worse when I try to inform people of "cast iron" issues/updates at work. Often times I deal with end users and my peers, but very regularly I interact with managers and directors as well, and the problem comes that I still type "Case Iron" instead of "Cast Iron".

People (they know the mistake already) often asks me with the smile in their face:
"What the heck is Case Iron?"

My response:
"You know...."

Thursday, August 29, 2013

(혼자) 흰머리뽑기 도사되는듯

이젠 쪽집게도 필요없다....

지난 2중안 회사에선 보였는데 집에만 가면 안보였던 흰머리 한가닥을 방금 그냥 회사에서 화장실 거울 보고, 손으로 뽑았다.

이젠 반대쪽에 있는거 나중에 발견하면 또 뽑아야지...

회사에 쪽집게 하나 갖다두든지 해야지 원;;

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

US ranks #13 in Smartphone Penetration

What an interesting research/stat, but UAE is #1 and S. Korea is #2.

US is ranked at #13 for smartphone penetration.



Smartphone Penetration is basically the rate (or percentage) of the supply of smartphones to the number of population (unsure if it's total population or if it's wireless population).

So... I ended up spending money on Surface Pro

I decided to go with Surface Pro over Helix for a few reasons -

- Smaller screen (10.1" vs. 11.6")
- Helix's docking station is way too heavy
- Cheaper
- $100 discount ends on 8/30
- Surface Pro has external memory slot (but Helix has a huge storage available anyway)
- Less body volume
- Fits my travelling needs better

Helix has much better/stronger specs without any doubt, but spending $1,800 was not part of my plan, and Lenovo specifies Helix as an 'ultrabook' rather than a tablet PC.

There is a post from someone who owns both devices and voted for Surface Pro, which made me to go with Surface Pro as well

Friday, August 23, 2013

Microsoft Surface Pro vs. Lenovo Helix

A couple months ago, I was really interested in looking into a tablet PC - that is in tablet form factor but is powerful as a laptop/PC.

Well, to tell the truth, I wanted to play FM on the road.... and looking at some of the options, a full Windows 8 tablet PC.

Looking at some of the options, the two that caught my eyes were:

MS Surface Pro and Lenovo Helix

If I had the cash, then there'd be no doubt that I was going to buy Helix, but the reality is that I'm poor OTL;

I'll have to see if I can hold off onto this 지름신!!!

Friday, August 16, 2013

Original Article: http://www.babson.edu/news-events/babson-magazine/summer-2013/Pages/behind-the-wheel.aspx


Behind the Wheel of the Food Truck BizIan So ’08 (left) and Jaemin Lee ’08
Ian So ’08 (left) and Jaemin Lee ’08  Photo: Tom Kates




With their hip status, food trucks seem like a fun, cool way to make a buck. And they are, say those in the business, but these seemingly simple meals-on-wheels can take even the savviest entrepreneur for a bumpy ride.
By Donna Coco

On a slightly overcast morning, Ian So ’08, co-founder of The Chicken & Rice Guys, drives his bright-yellow food truck down a street near the Prudential Center in downtown Boston. He pulls a U-turn, then heads to where he’s supposed to park for the day’s lunch service. A car, however, is parked in his spot, which has been designated for the truck by the city. “That happens,” says So, who takes it in stride but acknowledges it occurs more often than he would like. “We can call a tow truck, but it takes forever.” Two other food trucks, one selling Middle Eastern fare and the other Vietnamese, already are lined up for lunch. As such, So pulls in front of them and sets up in a no-parking zone. “The police won’t bother us,” he says. “They’re not really sure what the rules are.”
Many cities are still figuring out how to deal with the growing popularity of food trucks. By no means a new idea, the business of selling street food dates all the way to ancient times. But in 2008, gourmet trucks such as Kogi in Los Angeles, which sells Korean BBQ, brought an unexpected flair—and, thus, popularity—to the cuisine. Seeing that success, more trucks have tried to capitalize on the increased interest in foodie street fare. How far have food trucks come since their roach-coach days of selling prepackaged sandwiches at construction sites? An industry report pegged the mobile food business at $1.5 billion in 2012. Even restaurant-guide Zagat now rates food trucks in certain cities.
“Serving food to people is a calling of the highest order, and I don’t say that with any sense of irony at all,” says Andrew Zimmern, entrepreneur in residence at Babson. Zimmern, a multifaceted entrepreneur perhaps best known as the creator, host, and producer of The Travel Channel’s Bizarre Foods, began his career as a chef in the ’80s. Wanting to get back to his cooking roots, he started a food truck called AZ Canteen in the Minneapolis-St. Paul area at the end of last summer.
Zimmern offers the following advice to those interested in the food truck business. “Be prepared. It’s life changing,” he says. “Everyone eats. Everyone thinks they’ve figured it out more than anyone else. Nobody turns to a family member at the dinner table and says, ‘You know what? I’m going to open my own accounting practice.’ Everyone says, ‘Honey, you make the best pork chops in the world. We’re going to open a pork chop shop.’ I think it’s because of our special relationship with food. But you have to be very dedicated. It’s not easy.”
Ian So ’08 (left) and Jaemin Lee ’08
Ian So (top left) and Jaemin Lee (top right) brought flavors from a famous food cart in New York City to the Boston area with their food trucks. Customers especially love their sauces, they say. To let people know the daily locations of their two trucks, they use their website, Twitter, and Facebook.  Photos: Tom Kates
The Chicken & Rice Guys
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Inspiration from the Big Apple


With two trucks and a little more than one year of experience under their belts, The Chicken & Rice Guys—which include So and Jaemin Lee ’08—know how tough the food truck business can be. If the weather is decent, their trucks are out six days a week year-round. Prep starts about 9 a.m., and then the trucks are off to the first location for the 11 to 3 lunch shift. Next they’re off to another location for the 4 to 8 dinner shift. After dinner comes breakdown, with the day wrapping up around 9 or 10 p.m. That’s just the service side of the business. Cooking, shopping, accounting, promoting—all these tasks and more need taking care of as well. “I did not personally expect this much work,” says Lee. “I don’t think Ian did either.”
Business has been good, though, so So and Lee don’t complain. Just how two business-school grads became owners of a food truck operation relates back to So’s hometown roots in New York City. Wanting to start a business together, So, Lee, and So’s high-school friend, Kevin Lau, already had been meeting weekly to toss around ideas. Then one weekend while visiting his parents, So heard about a popular food cart that sells chicken and rice, so he went and tried the food. “The Halal Guys are super popular. They have lines down the block,” he says. “I saw the hype and thought we could bring the food to Boston.”
Next meeting, he proposed the idea to Lee and Lau. Says Lee, “It’s kind of funny, because MIS [management information systems] is my background, and Ian wanted to do something more fancy like IT consulting, and then all of a sudden one day he comes and says we have to do this chicken and rice cart. I was like, what? Do you really want to do street food?” But after a trip to taste the food, Lee was onboard, as was Lau. Jenny Giang, So’s girlfriend, joined soon after as the fourth partner.
With no food experience, the group faced the not-so-easy task of figuring out how to replicate The Halal Guys’ dishes, which include chicken or lamb served on a bed of rice with shredded lettuce, pita, and sauces—white (tangy garlic) and hot—for garnishing. Both So and Lau, also a New York City native, would travel home and buy meals for taste tests. “I asked my mom to taste it first,” says So, “and right off the bat she got a few of the main ingredients.” They would have friends who are fans of the cart try their dishes, and they would bring the sauces back to Boston for more deciphering by the group. “We discovered the best way to figure it out is actually to smell it,” says So. Many nights and recipes later, they came up with what they considered the winning combinations, and even expanded the sauces to include BBQ and two versions of spicy.
Initially, the group bought a cart, similar to what they had seen in New York City. But they soon discovered that the permit to operate a cart was difficult to obtain. “For carts, you can only sell on private property, so you’ve got to find somebody willing to let you sell on their property,” says So, “and most of the good spots are taken. It’s a very old industry.” Boston, however, had started a new food truck program in 2011, and with the city interested in growing the program, getting a permit was relatively easy.
Acquiring a food truck proved more interesting. After deciding to go with a used truck, So searched the Web and discovered one on eBay in Miami. The catch: They had to buy it that weekend. They called the owner, asked him questions, and talked to his mechanic. “His mechanic said everything checked out,” says So, “and we just had to go on our gut that nobody was trying to cheat us.”
So and Lau purchased two one-way tickets and arrived about noon on Saturday. They checked out the truck, which seemed fine, and headed for the bank. “We took out $19,000 and paid him in cash. That was really scary,” says So. “Driving it home was crazy. Kevin drove it first, and he was driving really slow. I was leading with the rental car, and I was like why is he all the way back there? We were driving in the wrong gear for about 20 minutes.” They drove home in 25 hours, taking turns sleeping on the floor of the truck.
With their truck in place, the group now had to find a place to prepare their food. City regulations don’t allow for preparing food at home, so a search for commercial kitchen space commenced. “That was a whole can of worms,” says So. “In the beginning, it was one of our biggest challenges.” To find a spot, they would search on Google, call people, ask for referrals, network, and then show up and try to get the space. “A lot of these kitchens, if something goes wrong, they’re liable, so their business will be impacted, too,” says So. “Some people are charging high fees. Some people won’t let you in at certain times. Our kitchen now—we share our kitchen with seven other trucks—is the most stable location we’ve been in, but we’ve had to switch kitchens about four times.”
Despite the hurdles, The Chicken & Rice Guys launched in April 2012, originally just on the weekends but quickly switching to full time, six days a week. “There was no way we could break even if we were just doing weekends,” says Lee. At this point, So and Lau quit their regular jobs to work exclusively on the business. Lee still has his job as an information systems analyst, but he works weekends, doing the shopping and helping prepare and cook food (he usually makes the sauces), and he helps out during the week when needed.
The group also launched another truck in the winter of this year. Winters, as one might imagine, are tough. After one storm, So had to shovel out a space before the truck could set up for lunch. “We do OK,” he says, “but it’s about half the business.” A bad weather day, regardless of the season, affects business, but their catering business is beginning to pick up, says So, which helps. Future plans include a potential brick-and-mortar restaurant, consulting, even franchising. “I think the food truck industry is plateauing, so to really take this business further, we can’t just be a food truck,” he says.
As surprising as their leap into the food truck world may have been, So and Lee enjoy running their own business. “It’s so fun to see the business grow,” says So. “I love record sales, like how much we can sell in one day. It’s exciting.” And even though Lee doesn’t put in many hours on the truck these days, he likes working with friends and meeting people. “When people like what we do or thank us or recognize our efforts,” says Lee, “it’s worth the hard work.”

Do we really need BAs, please?

BA들이 오면 일이 줄어들 줄 알았는데... 더 많아졌다.

1) 도대체 내 to-do 리스트는 왜 신경쓰는건지... 당신 일이나 좀 잘하시지요? 오지랖도 넓어 하여튼.
2) Requirements, workflows 같은건 BA가 나한테 알려줘야하는데... 왜 회의하고 나면 BA가 나한테 물어보는거지?
3) No, I'm not giving you a full admin access to the prod instance. In prod, you can have read access to everything except for payroll & benefits info.
4) 아 제발좀... 디비 줄좀 꼬아놓지 마. 특히 금요일 오후에...
5) 디비 줄 꼬아놓고 4시에 퇴근하면 뒷통수 한대 날려주고싶다 진짜.


여담 #1. 대부님도 만나뵐겸, 슬슬 치과 가야할 것 같은데.
여담 #2-1. 요즘따라 참 8090 가요가 좋다.
여담 #2-2. 그러고보면 8090에도 티비가 있긴 있었어...
여담 #2-3. 우리 부모님도 젊으셨을 때 영화보셨다는데, 그때 극장은 좀 궁금하다. 하루는 어머니께 '대학댕길때 극장이랑 영화가 있었소?' 하고 여쭈었었던.
여담 #3. 오랫만에 술 한잔 하고싶은데... 라는 생각을 하고있었는데, 엊그제 밤에 친구랑 마셨었다.
여담 #4. 이러는거 보면 참 시간 안간다.


고민 #1. 베리죤을 계속 쓸지, 아니면 티모빌로 옮길지...
고민 #2. Surface Pro를 살까말까.. $100 디씨에 10% 쿠폰도 있는데 쩝;
고민 #3. 아니면 차라라리 돈을 좀 더 써서 Helix를 살까?

Monday, August 12, 2013

BA vs. SA, and BSA?

It seems that the title "Business Systems Analyst" is getting more popular these days.  And many people could be curious about differences between Business Analyst, Systems Analyst and Business Analyst.

And of course, what we consider as Business Analysts these days are technically IT Business Analysts, and the old traditional Business Analysts are business and finance acumen.

What are differences between BA, SA and BSA? Bottom line - it really depends on the employer.

To briefly explain, one of my past employers has three teams that were competing on the same turf: Change Management team that acted as a PMO with a few IT Business Business Analysts, Enterprise Applications team that managed business applications and systems with a few "Information Systems Analysts" which are equivalent to BSA, and Development & Integration team that had a few developers.

If you simply say Systems Analyst, the duties and responsibilities are probably more suitable for traditional systems and infrastructure (such as networking, servers, etc.).

An IT Business Analyst is supposed to be the analysis expert - gathering translating business requirements into technical details and features, or extract the data from systems and transform it in a consumable format for the business. The truth is, I never liked worked with BAs. They usually don't carry any technical or technology knowledge, although some of them are really good at researching and understanding.

So, what is a Business Systems Analyst? In short, a BSA is a systems muscle with business brain. A BSA carries the mindset of a business analyst with the skillset of a systems analyst, but specifically for business applications.

A BSA is a get-your-hand-dirty job. S/he will perform the analysis of learning a business process or operations, gathering requirements for changes in the business applications or a new features (whether custom or add-on), make such changes on her/his own or with external help, develop test plans and guide the business to test them, and then finally implement - of course, on top of day-to-day operations support & troubleshooting.

Because a typical BSA job includes micro-project management, I personally find it very difficult for a team of BA and a team of BSA to work along well.

It is not rare that a BSA will work inside VMs that SEs and SAs may set up, and manage applications that reside on servers. But in today's environment, there are a lot of "cloud" business applications. In my personal work environment, managing a VM instance is very minimal.

If you are seeking advice whether to become a BSA or not, I can tell you that I enjoy working as a BSA.

Friday, June 14, 2013

나는 무엇에 미쳐있나?

다음은 폴 마이어의 말입니다.

"파브르는 곤충에 미쳐 있었습니다.
포드는 자동차에 미쳐있었습니다.
에디슨은 전기에 미쳐 있었습니다.
지금 당신은 무엇에 미쳐 있는가를 점검해 보십시오.
왜냐하면 당신이 미쳐있는 그것은 반드시 실현되기 때문입니다."



하지만 나는 무엇에 미쳐있는지 모르겠습니다.

일에 치여 머리도 아파하고 고민도 하고 즐겁게 살고는 있지만, 이것은 단순히 바쁜 것에 지나지 않습니다. 얼결에 애초에 꿈이었던 일들도 작게나마 이루어 버렸구요. 지금까지 내가 이룬 것들은 생각해보면 딱히 미칠 필요없이 성과를 거둘 수 있는 그런 것들이었지요. 그렇다고 그것들이 자그마한 것은 아니었습니다.

더 큰 문제는 내 꿈을 이루었다는 것을 깨닫고 나서 내가 가진 열정이란 마음 자체가 사라져간다는 것인데, 꿈을 새로 꾸기에 그런 열정조차도 없다는 것이 문제가 아닐까 싶네요. 당분간 그냥 기계처럼 사는 것도 괜찮지 않을까 생각해보지만, 기름칠 하는 것을 잊어버려 녹슬어버리는 그런 기계가 되는것은 아닐까 걱정도 되구요.

'내가 지금 하고싶은건, 아니, 정말  미치도록 빠져들고 싶은것은 무엇일까' 잠시 생각해볼 시간을 가지고싶지만,

지금 당장은 그럴 시간도, 마음의 여유도, 물리적 충분함도 없다는게 정말 안타깝습니다.

나는 무엇에 미쳐야할까요?


Monday, June 10, 2013

Watch out for mutants - Gallinipper mosquitoes

After the tropical 'debby storm' passed through Florida area, gallinipper mosquitoes, which are 20 times larger than regular mosquitoes, are raging. The state government and University of Florida is warning residents to be careful.



Gallinipper mosquitoes are not only big, but also known for its aggressiveness. Of course, they suck more blood than the regular mosquitoes, and obviously their bites are more painful. The only good thing known about this kind is that they don't spread "bad" germs.

Phil Kaufman, Entomology and Nematology professor at UF, recommends to use bug spray or to wear clothing that covers the body more, whereas some say just to move to one of the other 49 states.

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

이상한 버릇

하루가 멀다하고 버릇들이 자꾸 생긴다. 이상하다기보단 나쁜 버릇인걸 알지만 고치려고 노력을 안한다. 고칠 생각도 안해봤다.

의사선생님이 (좋은 스트레스든 나쁜 스트레스든) 스트레스를 많이 받으면, 그리고 밤에 잠들기가 힘들다면 40분 일찍 잠자리에 들어보라고 하셨다. 더군다나 요즘 다시 코피가 한번씩 터지기에...

왜 40분인진 모르겠으나, 내가 '저기요 선생님, 40분 일찍이면 어차피 3시 30분 4시 사이일텐데 효과가 있나요?' 하고 여쭤봤더니 한 4초 침묵하시다가 대답해주셨다. '아니-_-'

그래서 다시 '그럼 그냥 일찍 죽으까요-_-?' 하고 여쭸더니 '그게 의사 앞에서 할 소리냐?' 라며 수줍은 미소를.

이야기가 좀 벗어났지만 그래서 결론은 11시 10분까지 잠자리에 누우라고 하신다. 아무리 바쁘고 성인이지믄 11시 전에는 잠드는 것이 건강에 좋다며, 뭐 오늘 못 끝낸 일은 내일 해도 되지 않느냐 등의 말씀을 하시며.

'저도 주변에 조급해하는 친구들한테 그런 말을 하며 살아왔는데, 그 말을 할 수 있었던 이유가 내 일이 아니라 그럴 수 있었던 것 같은데, 내 일은 막상 그렇게 안됩디다.'
'그냥 쳐 자라면 자'

나 미국와서 의사한테 첨으로 혼나(?)봤다.

그래서 지난 2주정도는 11시쯔음 자려고 누웠는데, 요즘같은 스마트한 시대에 새로 생긴 버릇이 있으니, 바로 소셜 네트워킹.

1년 반? 정도 전부터 페이스북을 굉장히 잘 안했는데 (이게 트위터 업데이트가 페북으로 넘어간거지 페북 자체는 진짜 잘 안했음;;), 그래서 계정 닫을까 하다가 밥차 시작하면서 못 닫았던건데, 요새 잠자리에 누워서 하는짓이 폰으로 페북보기 10분, 폰으로 트윗보기 30분, 폰으로 링크드인보기 10분, 기타 잡것보기 15분쯤 해서 오히려 한시간동안 멀뚱멀뚱.

게다가 요즘 날씨도 덥지, 그리고 일찍 자리에 누웠던 바람에 3-4시쯤 되는 옹삭한 시간이 깨지...

오늘은 페이스북 트위터 안할랬더니 블로그 하고있다. 누운지 벌써 한 40분쯤 됐는데.....

제발 나에게 정상적인 생활을 돌려주세요! 매니져가 밤 10시에 '내일 아침 회사 들어가자마자 나한테 전화해라!' 라고 보낸 이메일을 안봐도 되는 정상적인 생활을.

이게 다 우리 부서에 또라이들만 모아놔서 그런거야ㅠ 우리팀이 부서에서 연봉지출은 최소인데 우리 부서 다 먹여살리는 에이스팀ㅠ

Monday, June 3, 2013

Sony, Microsoft and Nintendo

Until last year, I'd say video game market has been pretty quiet, not because there weren't great games, but because Sony and Microsoft did not announce much.

Yet, starting last year, many exciting news were breaking through for gamers, that Sony, Microsoft, and of course, Nintendo, will be launching new gaming consoles throughout late-2012 to early-2013.

Nintendo was the first runner. In November, 2012, it launched its next version of Wii - Wii U. Just like its predecessor, Wii U is somewhat specialized in casual and family games. It has a monitor on the control pad, so some of the lower-spec games can be played without turning the TV on. However, its hardware specifications are on the lower-end that playing high resolution games is not very good on this piece of device.

Wii - U

Sony, staying quiet for 7 years since November, 2006, has announced Play Station 4 in New York in February, 2013. Only the control pad and approximate specifications have been revealed, and the actual design will be announced in E3, which will take place in this coming June.

PS4 will support a screen share, which can be easily done by hitting the share button on Dual Shock 4 controller. The cool part is that PS4 will support game streaming, without actually inserting the CD.

Of course, as always, PS4 supports TV, Movies, Music and Internet browsing. However, it is more-focused on game itself. Hirai Gazuo, Sony CEO, indicated that the target market for PS4 is real console gamers. It does support and connects other platforms, but its core is still games. To support such comment, PS4 does have very high hardware specifications, and it is known that its graphic processing ability is about 50% higher than that of Xbox One.

On the other hand, Microsoft announced Xbox One on May, 21, 2013. It's been 8 years since Xbox 360, which was released in November, 2005.

Microsoft's goal with Xbox One is an entertainment hub for home, meshing-up gaming console and TV. It supports TV, Movies, Musing, Sports, and Social Networking via Skype, etc., which is a result of the efforts to consolidate and control different types of electron devices into one. Yet, many complain that Xbox One is not as powerful as PS4 for gaming. According to IGN, about 75% of those who participated in the survey were disappointed.

Anyhow, this will be an interesting year to see which device(s) will be displayed in your living room and TV rooms.

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

기억

추억 아닌 기억이라는게 참...

한달도 안됐는데 부족했었던걸 알기에 아쉽고,  세달이 조금 지났는데 제대로 실감하며 짜증내고 있고 ,일년도 채 안됐는데 아직도 신나고, 이년 조금 넘었는데 아직까지 상처가 남아있고,  삼년쯤 됐을까.... 아직도 안타까운 마음이 강하다.

5년전엔 다행이라고 좋아했는데, 9년전엔 엄청 들떠있었고. 12년 전엔 처음으로 슬픔이라는걸 느꼈었고, 14년 전엔 아무것도 몰라 어리둥절했었지.

16년 전엔 설레임과 이별의 아픔이 함께 찾아온 적도 있었고, 그때엔 어린 마음에 눈물도 많이 흘렸었다.

20년 전에는 두려움과 함께 반가움이 찾아왔었고, 22년전에는 지금까지 인연이 되어 함께 자라온 녀석을 처음 만났었다.

뜨뜻한 물 맞으며 오늘 하루를 떠나보내려는데 저런 생각이 들더라.

아무래도 나중에 친구하고 술 한잔 기울이게되면 이래저래 할 얘기가 굉장히 많겠다.

Outlook Connector for NetSuite

Our NetSuite team has a notorious project that has been hanging for past 2.5 years or so, if I heard my predecessors correctly.

The project is enhance NetSuite so that it is easier for our operations and service force to easily communicate with customers and contacts on a specific case or a transaction. The company has spent $$$$ on a 3rd party consulting firm, and the project seemed to come to an end. Yet, NetSuite did not have the ability for us to finish it off :(

Unsure when it started, but NetSuite, partnering with Celigo, came up with an MS Outlook add-in, which will allow a NetSuite user to log into the server via this add-in, then load the information to Outlook.

This is still at a beta phase, and I have no idea when this thing will be fully live. I've tested the feature for about 2 weeks, then finally pushed out to the distribution environment last Friday.

Our company does have a lot of customization and custom lists/records as well as user events, etc., but this bundle did not interfere with any of our customization (luckily).

Once the bundle is pushed out, and the add-in is installed on the client, users can notice a little side-pane on the right side of the new message window.


When the user starts typing the recipient name/email address, and if the NetSuite contacts are in sync to Outlook, it starts looking for related records and transactions within NetSuite and automatically populates them in NS4Outlook pane.



For the administrators who are afraid of Outlook data messing up the server data:
This bundle is capable of defining the scope of sync: 2-way, NS2Outlook or Outlook2NS, so there would not be much issue, as long as NS2Outlook is selected, and client is frequently backed up.

To me, this is still a beta product that does what it was designed to do. However, there are much more that can be (or more like needed to me) added into in order to make it more powerful (or more like usable to me). Hopefully, this can become a piece of program that will fit into our needs.


Friday, May 24, 2013

냉정

내가 생각하기에도 나는 화를 잘 내지 않는 편이다. 최근에 읽은 책 중 재밌는 내용이 있어서 옮겨본다.

"당신 아주 냉정한걸. 전혀 화를 안 내네."
"화내는 건 쓸데없는 에너지 낭비 아닙니까?"

그는 침착하고 여유있게 대답했다. 실제로 최근 몇 년간은 거친 목소리를 내는 일조차 없었다. 쓸데없는 데 에너지를 낭비하고 싶지 않았기 때문이다.

"쓸데없는 에너지 낭비? 그럼, 화나는 일이 생길 땐 어떻게 하나?"
"항의는 합니다. 부하직원한테는 주의도 주죠. 하지만 화내는 것은 생산성 제로잖아요."
"생산성 제로기는 해도, 화가 나는 건 어쩔 수 없는 일 아니오?"

어쩔 수 없긴... 당신은 개가 짖는다고 화내나? 그렇게 말하고 싶었지만 그만 두었다. 상대가 나와 대등한 사람이라고 보지 않는 한 화를 낼 이유가 없는 것이다.

"당신네 세대는 철저하게 합리적인 모양이군. 컴퓨터가 장난감 역할을 대신하다보니 디지털 사고가 판에 박힌 모양이야."




다시 생각해보니, 나 공돌이가 맞나보다.....

Friday, May 17, 2013

싸가지 없는, 기분나쁜 말투 - 사투리

요즘 자주 어머님께 핀잔을 듣는다. 사투리좀 고치라고...

친구들이나 동생들, 형님/누님들은 내 말투가 날카롭다고, 기분나쁘다고, 싸가지 없다고 한다. 경상도 사투리보단 쫌 덜한거같은데....

'~냐?' 혹은 '~가?', 그리고 '자네'.

한국에서의 나이로 20대 후반의 마지막 불을 태우고 있는 내 입에서 (혹은 손가락에서) 질문할때 자주 튀어나오는 말이다. 물론 더 많은 단어들도 생각나지만, 글로 쓰기엔 내가 생각해도 좀 촌스럽고 어색한것 같아 패스.

이러한 말투는 고향을 떠나 서울이 아닌 외국으로 바로 온 나에게 매우 뜻있는 말투고, 또한 추억과 사랑을 가슴속에 간직한채 앞으로 쭉 나아갈 수 있는 원동력이 되기도 한다.

물론 '자네'라는 단어는 아무리 사투리지만 80년대에 태어나 90년대에 자라온 우리에게 있어서조차 잘 쓰지 않는 말이긴 하지만, 땅끝마을이 고향이신 집안 어르신들께서는 툭하면 쓰시는 말이기에 물들었나보다.

저런 말을 쓰기에 내가 나일 수 있고, 또 나만 가지고 있는 개성일 수도 있는 것 같다.

죄송하지만 난 저런 말투를 고칠 생각이 전혀 없으며 대따 멋없는 나만의 말투를 한평생 쓸꺼다.

촌놈이라는 말을 바가지로 얻어먹겠지만 말이다.

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

자기 규정 효과 (self-definition effect)

청소부 앤디는 항상 남보다 일찍 나와 청소를 했다. 그러면서 틈틈이 독학으로 모스 부호를 공부했다.

어느 날 전보교환원들이 모두 자리를 비운 시간에 전보 하나가 들어왔다. 당시 규칙은 교환원 이외에는 장비를 건드리지 못하게 되어 있었다. 하지만 앤디는 전보를 받고 싶어 안달이 나 처벌 위험을 감수하고 전보를 받았다.

사장은 그를 해고하기는커녕 교환원이 없을 때 전보를 받을 수 있게 해주었다. 그 후 그는 철도회사 전신원으로 스카우트되었다.

전신원이었던 앤디는 여기서도 독학으로 철도 운영과정을 공부했다. 어느 날, 출근 지후 열차 탈선사고가 발생했다. 책임자와 연락이 되지 않자 그는 해고와 감옥행을 각오하고 철로노선 변경을 전보로 지시해 사고를 수습했다.

그가 바로 '철강왕'이라고 불리는 앤드류 카네기다.

더 큰일을 하고 싶다면 우리 자신을 더 넓게 규정해야 한다.

Thursday, May 2, 2013

만약에? 를 끊임없이 되묻고 세우는 플랜 B의 세 가지 기능

'누구보다 용맹무쌍했던 정복자 나폴레옹은 이렇게 말했다. "작전을 세울 때 나는 세상에 둘도 없는 겁쟁이가 된다. 상상할 수 있는 모든 위험과 불리한 조건을 과장해보고 끊임없이 '만약에?'라는 질문을 되풀이한다."'

'19세기 독일의 철혈재상 비스마르크는 지금도 당대 최고의 정치가로 인정받고 있다. 끝없는 타협의 과정이며 승리와 패배의 연속이라 할 수 있는 정치계에서 그가 최고의 정치가로 이름을 남길 수 있었던 것은 상대가 누구든 협상을 시작하기 전에 항상 플랜 B를 철저하게 준비했기 때문이다.'

플랜 B의 세가지 기능
- 예측가능성 (Predictability)
- 통제가능성 (Controllability)
- 생산성 (Productivity)

Sunday, April 28, 2013

새 동생들이 생겼다.

매년 2월, 참 바쁜 한달이다.

뭐 여러가지 이유가 있겠지만, 나에게는 우리 가족의 시작을 알리는 부모님의 결혼기념일이 2월에 껴있다.

함께 있으면 챙겨드리려고 노력을 하지만, 올해는 아쉽게도 이래저래 일이 많아서 부모님이 결혼기념일을 4일 남기고 급하게 귀국을 하시는 일이 생겼었지만...

너무 갑작스런 귀국이라 따로 뭘 준비해드리지도 못하고 성의없게 현금을 조금 챙겨서 어머니께 드렸다. 식사라도 맛난거 하시라고...

그리고 막상 부모님 결혼기념일 당일날에는 일이 바빠서 짧은 전화만 겨우 드렸는데... 3주쯤 뒤에 다시 통화를 하는데 결혼기념일에 맛난곳 가셨냐고 물었더니, 안그래도 말씀해주신다면서 깜빡하셨다고...

올해는 결혼기념일에 돈을 좋은 곳에 쓰셔야겠다고 결심하셨다면서, 밥은 대충 집에서 떼우시고 새 동생들을 만드셨다고 하시는데, 난 순간 뭔말인가... 했다-_-;

알고봤더니 월드비전을 통해서 새 아들과 새 딸 스폰서를 하신다는거였다. 덕분에 나도 새로 동생들이 생겼다.


사내 녀석의 이름은 시저. 이름답게 씩씩하게 생겼다! 남미 볼리비아에 있는 녀석. 좋아하는 놀이는 축구. \


계집얘의 이름은 메디나. 참 이쁘장하게 생긴게 꼭 맘에 드는 새 여동생이다. 동유럽 보스니아에 살고 있다고 한다. 좋아하는 과목은 그림그리기.

큰형/큰오빠가 나중에 손수 편지 한통 써서 꼭 보내주마! 우리 가족사진하고 같이...

건강하고 아름답게 자라서 좋은 인재가 될 수 있길 기원하며,

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

alternative to the word "SLA"

If you are in some sort of IT and/or customer service related job function, I'm pretty sure that you are familiar with the term "SLA", or Service Level Agreements.

It basically means that one party (supplier/vendor) will guarantee certain response time to the other party (customer) when a support call is logged. There are some vendors who are stupid enough to guarantee a resolution time, even though general IT people would rather want to have an SLA based on resolution time, not response time.

Anyway, within my group, people like to use the term "SLA" to the business, but my new boss hates this word. I come from a technical support background, so SLA does not sound too negative.However, I agree with my boss that this term makes the IT team feel like a 3rd party consultants/vendors.

What really sucks is that there is no word to replace SLA..... and I just called it "IS Support Terms". if anyone knows a better term, please let me know?

Monday, April 1, 2013

world's first cell phone


Almost everyone today carries a cell phone (or maybe multiple). But what about back in 1930's?


Above is a shot from a black & white movie in 1938. Many people claimed that she is a "time traveler".

Recently, someone claimed that the device in this picture is actually a cell phone, a prototype by DuPont right before World War I, according Daily Mail.

This picture was taken at DuPont factory located in Leominster, MA, and there was an area where she was testing wireless calls.

To our knowledge, the very first cell phone was DynaTAC 8000X by Motorola in 1983, and there was also a similar discussion as there was a scene with cell-phone looking device in the movie The Circus from 1928.

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Build your own PC #1 - low budget

Sometimes it's painful if one of my friend comes to be with 6 year old PC system, and ask me to fix it.
Especially these days, if a system is old, then it may be even more difficult to find the parts, and building a low-budget system is not too difficult, and there isn't too much of financial pressure either.

I'm thinking of having 4 posts, of building your own PC, ranging from extreme low budget to extreme high budget. The first shot - low budget PC. Keep in mind that these posts are solely based on my thoughts, and you may disagree, but the amount of budget may be different to everyone.

Low Budget PC -

CPU

AMD Athlon II X2 Regor 3.4 GHz Dual-Core
Socket AM3
TD Power 65W
Hyper Transport 4000 MHz
2 x 1MB L2 Cache
45nm Manufacturing
$55

AMD Athlon II X3 Rana 3.2 GHz Triple-Core
Socket AM3
TD Power 95W
Hyper Transport 4000 MHz
3 x 128 KB L1 Cache, 3 x 512KB L2 Cache
45 nm Manufacturing
$70

Motherboard

BIOSTAR 760G Micro ATX - A780L3B
AMD 760G / AMD SB700 (North / South Bridge)
2 x 240 pin memory slot, supporting DDR 3 800/1066/1333 / up to 16GB / Dual Channel
1 PCI Express 2.0 x16
1 PCI Slot
4 SATA 3Gb/s
ATI Radeon 3000 on board video
$45

RAM

CORSAIR XMS3 4 GB (2 x 2GB) DDR 3 1333 Dual Channel
cas Latency 9
Timing 9-9-9-24
1.6V
$25 - $30

VGA

Radeon HD 5550 1GB PCI Express 2.0 x16
550 MHz Core Clock, 800 MHz Memory Clock
$50 - $55

Case

Diablotek RPA-0710 ATX Mid Tower
400W Power Supply included
$25


HDD

Seagate Barracuda 1TB
7200 RPM
64MB Cache
SATA 6.0 Gb/s
Average latency 4.16 ms
$80

Other peripherals, such as monitors, keyboard and mouse, are little too difficult to jot down here. Low budget PCs are typically for web browsing, storing data and a few document work to do, so I'd say go with the cheapest keyboards and mice possible. Monitors are also one of the important part of a computing system, especially it will affect your eyes directly, so I'd say you should look at more decent ones, instead of going with a cheaper one, for your eye comfort.

Without any other parts, above will end up with about $300 in total. This is actually lower than the 'low budget' I had in mind, so let's see how the "extreme low budget" system comes out!

Happy computing!

Thursday, January 31, 2013

2013 PC System

I've been carrying a Lenovo IdeaPad Y460p laptop for past couple of years. I do not usually prefer laptops over desktops especially for home use, but I guess I got too lazy.

2 years later, I wanted somewhat better system, and I was looking at all-in-one's... but due to the low budget, I decided to re-use the power supply, case, hard drive, and other misc (generally cheaper parts).

After spending a couple days in searching for all the parts I need, below is new system that will let me through 2013 (and hopefully longer)

- MSI FM2-A85X AMD ATX Motherboard

- AMD A10-5800K Trinity 3.8 GHz (4.2 GHz Turbo) Socket FM2 100W Quad-Core APU with Radeon HD 7660D

- CORSAIR Vengeance Performance 32GB (4 x 8GB) 240 Pin DDR3 1866 (well, it's 1600 stock and had to be OC'd to 1866..... what a pain)

- ASUS PCE-N15 Wireless Adapter

After assembling, I made a few modifications to my current system configured with
- CPU core clock OCd to 4.5 GHz
- GPU core clock OCd to 844 MHz
- RAM clock OCd to 1866 (933 MHz for GPU memory)
- 2GB RAM allocated for the graphics (30GB available for the system)

which brings me enough power to do my everyday computing.

A few points:
- I should have bought only 8GB or 16GB RAM
- I should've tried to get a decent dedicated graphics card
- Maybe CPU could be better off than APUs... especially if I went with 65W cores...
- I should've had more budget in mind, and got myself an SSD drive...

Oh well, let's see what this year brigs me to! (and of course what hardward companies come up with!)

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

World's Largest Ray?

Just found out that, by a picture released by Florida Library site. back in 1938, a ray that is about 1200 pounds in weight was caught.

This specific ray is a type of Manta Ray, which is about 23 ft long. It is taller than a typical adult, and it could probably wrap around 6-7 people in its arms (wings?).


It has a really big, horn-looking mouth, and it has a poison sting on its tail. Luckily for humans, this species feed on plankton, and does not hunt for humans.

Kind of wondering how people could catch this first place...

Saturday, January 5, 2013

bye 2012, hello 2013. I'm now an US citizen ~

I've been very lazy recently, especially in the blogging world.

And the 1st week of 2013 has passed already. I guess I'm having too much fun, as people say that the time flies when one's having fun.

Before 2012 ended, I swore an oath to become an American citizen on 12/20.

I wasn't expecting to go to work, but still it was a very long and exhausting event.


Swearing the Oath
What pissed me off though, is that after taking a few pictures with my family, there was a jerk who staring at me, saying, "Now, pay your taxes."

I almost said "I think I paid more tax last year than what you've paid for your whole life," but since it was my special day, so I let it go.


Well, now I gotta wait for the jury duty slip. Hopefully I can fully understand the court vocabulary :P